All that you wanted to know

It Is All I Ever Wanted To Say.... :)

I Dont Generally Go In For Very Sensitive Issues And Topics...
I Stay Away From them...
But This Is One Issue, That I Cant Stop penning About...
Female Foeticide-The Pre-Natal, Cold-Blooded Murder-An Outrageous Indian Custom!!!


I Dont even half like the word Indian Attached to the whole tag.....
Anyways It Is A Thing That Prevails Only In Our Country... And China...
Two nations Which Are predominant enough and proudly hold their culture in front of that world.....






Heard this poem Before........????

Prabhuji mein tori binti karoon
Paiyan Paroon bar bar
Agle Janam Mohe Bitiya Na Dije
Narak Dije Chahe Dar...

Oh, God, I beg of you,

I touch your feet time and again,

Next birth don't give me a daughter,
Give me Hell instead...


Hell....

lol...

I don't know how many girls read this feel bad... The feeling Of Being Unwanted is the worst in the whole world..... Unwanted to people who are responsible for your birth....

Foeticide, they say is common among north indian villages... where people believe that A girl is a source of trouble... a financial burden... Is Marriage and carriage the only things girls are meant for???? Don't they deserve more????

Or Probably they didnot have the time to ask the question... They didnt wait till she spoke for herself... they didnt even wait till she even took her breath...

For ages they did wonder, how to get rid of this unwanted baggage,

That they had got from another woman, after a long carraige,

Nobody hears the one that screams inside...

Everyones worried about the world Outside....

Now, you Give us lifes, and daringly ask us what we can,

When once you Wrung our necks and threw in trash can!!

Ever Wondered how we rose up from those ashes??

Ever wondered how we mustered up from those mashes???

Ever wondered what went through us in the night...??

when we Still soared through all this plight....

With greater Miseries untold,

With greater truths to be Yet Unfold,...

We Followed U In The Name Of Tradition...

Well, Was There Any Written Accredition????

The Silent Sufferings of Your Male Chauvinism..

Which Had Killed The Alive Humanism...

Dont You Have A Heart...?

Dont You Share Our Plight...??

Gone, Long Gone Are Those Days Like A Messy Maze....

Its Time For U To Look Up And Haze.....

Before Feminity Gets Wiped Off From Human Race.....

Like Vanished Into Thin Air Without A Trace....

Lets All Roar And Soar Ahead....

Save A Child...

Please Dont Kill It...




Begging People To Read And Realise...

Its Not Like Read And Get Topics For Essay Writing...

Realise And Repent....

Even If You Think Your Colleague or sister or mother or wife or friend or girl friend Isn't worth.... Jus Bcuz She is A Girl...

It Isn't Too Late... Change Your Attitude!!!

Regards,

Swathi...


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Thank You....
Love,
Swathi..



They Say,

Love Is In The Air...
Oh! Is it Really Fair..???
Dat M not getting My Share......

Yeah... Love is in the air......

Is It Because I Don't deserve it???
Is It Because U dont desire it?????
Is It Because ... I Gave Away Too Much????
And Got Nothing to even Munch????

Into A World Of Depression Tonight....
Due To Impressions I Got Under Lime-Light.....
Every Word U said, Under Moon Light....
Makes My World So Tight......

A Drop Moves Down My Cheeks....
Oh! Love Is In The Air....
And Its Raining Tonight...
And Tonight...

The Rain Shall Wash Away All My Pain,
The Tears Would ruin All My Fears,
And When Tomorrow arrives At Dawn,
Ill Begin My Life As New As A Fawn,
That Moves Across The Grass After A Yawn...
That Still Is New To The Life At Dawn...


And With That Hope......

Walking In Rain To Hide My Tears...... :(

Wouldnt call This Poetry exactly...lol...
Anyways jus tried :)
Love,
Swathi... :)


To All The People....

Who Have Got Their Guy/Girl...
And Doesnot Know How To Keep Up Their Magic :)

Soo....
Finally Dispelling all Uncertainties... Worries... And Fulfilling Your cherished dreams... You get Your soulmate...

Dedicated to my Geek Friend... Prem Bharath.. This One Is Definetly For You Dude :)

Congratulations!!! :) :)
(P:S U Donno How Lucky U Are !!! ;) )

So Next The Biggest Thing For Every guy is... How Do I Prove that When I Promised her.. I Meant it.... When I said That She Would Be Happy I Meant That I Had Jubilance In Store For her... In My Heart In My Life.... :)

1.In The Initial stages Of your Commitment, It Wouldn't be a big problem... You guys are new to each other... and are ready to experiment your relation... So You talk and chat about each others intrest, life, family.. And What Not?!
( Remember guys... If You Are Not Meant To Be Together, Girls Find It Out At This Stage.... :) Thus Most Break-ups Happen At This Stage )

2. The Next thing... Getting actually close.. complementing each other... Calling each other by cute names... the increased concern of the girl... a million times saying I Love You... lol :D

3.Hanging out with your girl... (remember if she is ur gf... introduce her as gf only... especially to other girls... otherwise await hell that day) And Spending time On Long drives... Travelling alone.... loving nature together.....

4.By now, U would've had an idea of what she likes and what she doesnt... A Small fights One or two, Might Have even happened....
Remember to note how your girl reacts after u apologise and how she is without you.. during a fight and even before and after that..... :) (Ill say later how 2 interpret)

5.And Then U Guys How much ever Perfect you may be... End Up Making A Big Mistake...
Generally, One Of These:
# U Werent really angry... but under some emotional swing did say something very bad... And end up hurting her....

#You ended up being caught by their parents in public... You Denied knowing her...

#Many girls are not comfy with hugs and holdings.. When She ws frank, You Did not like...

#She suddenly feels that this is not meant to be.. You guys are trying hard to make it happen, its not happening naturally....

# She Feels Insecure, Jealous, Or really possesive....

# She Gets a Complex... Inferiority or superiority... whatever!!!!

#You were so Involved in love that You forgot to take care of profession....

#She feels she can never satisfy you... Or keep You Happy!

#You Spoke Bad About her...She Came To Know About it... And Was Shattered...
( P:S Mostly when you guys end up in gangs and start discussiong abt ur respective girls... U Can Neither Support Your girl.. You will Be Called as a love-dog by rest of guys... nor leave her... you will be doing wrong to her that way... generally avoid discussions to be safe... )

#Or Simply She Is Bored! Lolzz

Soo....

The Magic In Your relation is gone obviously!!!!

Remember (I Never believed so myself... Until recently ) In true Love Sparks Fly.. Lol..

So How Do You Keep Your love story uptight....??

In A Way .. Words would help a lot... when it comes to girl... they never forget what you spoke and how you made them feel...
#Rekindle the spirit... tell her how you felt when you first touched her.. when you first met her... "when the first time i saw/did......"this Phrase always helps...
#tell her how good she is... and why she is special....
# take her out without letting her know abt the plan...
# When she is sobbing continuously and telling u to leave her for good... Jus Give her a Tight hug...
# when she is upset on account of your act, say mea things about yourself... she will agree with the first, hear the second and obviously stop the third..lol
#Once In A While When She Least Expects Give her gifts And Visits....
#talk about everything btw... many people don't do this.. Just Flirting And Moving around together... is Not Love... And You Are not A Kid...

Remember your girl friend isn't a shiny new toy, so that you can show around to people proudly... Yeah, You CAn do That.... definetly not a bad idea.. But don't make her feel like a thing... Tell Her What Your World is... Describe your day.. The people you meet.. The Things You Do... The Things You Liked... The Things You did not like...
Like describe a sunset or chirping of birds.. Aww Percy I Miss You... I Really Do :(
Sigh... This Is More Than Enough Even If You Don't Flirt!!!!!!!! She Must Feel That She Is A Part Of Your World... Never forget to do this... In the Long Run, She Would Feel Awesome.. And Naturally She would get reassurance And Faith in you... And She Would get the feeling that no one knows more about her than u :) :)

And Remember only you two know what Is Special amongst you.. Keep The flame alive.. how much ever I Say Only You Can Keep Doing things.. And You Know What Can Be Done Top Keep Your Girl Happy..!!!

Love, Is Just A Part Of Your Life...
She, Is Just A Part Of Your world...
Never ever forget that.... Or else.. You will end up making yourself feel miserable and spread your misery to the girl... :)

Regards,
Messi :)
M Back To Life... :)


I had left writing much about folk psychology....

In Between I Lost faith In Reality Of relations....
But Then Again, I'm Back!!!!!

Jus Wanted This Post Top Be read so making it damn short...
I Have Been Hearing Girls complain alot... Isn't It The Guys Job To Do This???

To All Of Em , With Loads Of Love....

Nothing is pre-written, Whatever is good or wrong depends on only what the people involved think....

U Might Have Your Own Views Of What IS Right And Wrong... But Sometimes You May Have To Cross Your Limits To Hold Your Love....

Remember... How Much Ever Perfect Your Partner Is Gona Be.. There Is Always An Imperfection.... And At Some Point Of Time... They Are Definetly Gonna Hurt You... The Sooner You Learn The Better.... :)

And Finally.....

In A Less Crowded Street You Can Break Your Rules Adjust With The Opposite vehicle and drive on the wrong side of the road... Yet reach safe....
In Life... You Can do Things That You Expect Others To Do.... It's All About Giving More Than Getting..... Adjustment Is Only Between You Two.... Ultimately If You Both Make Sense And Justify Yourselves.... You Need Not Wait For Anyone......

And Finally... Say What Is Happening Only If You Are Ok With All Sorts Of Comments You Get From Others..... Otherwise...
Live....
Dream....
And,
Relish
YOUR OWN WORLD........!!!!!

With Loads Of Love,
Sti :)

What is a personal calling? It is God’s blessing, it is the path that God chose for you here on Earth. Whenever we do something that fills us with enthusiasm, we are following our legend. However, we don’t all have the courage to confront our own dream. Why?

There are four obstacles. First, we are told from childhood onwards that everything we want to do is impossible. We grow up with this idea, and as the years accumulate, so too do the layers of prejudice, fear and guilt. There comes a time when our personal calling is so deeply buried in our soul as to be invisible. But it’s still there.

If we have the courage to disinter our dread, we are then faced by the second obstacle:love. We know what we want to do, but are afraid of hurting those around us by abandoning everything in order to pursue our dream. We do not realize that love is just a further impetus, not something that will prevent us going forward, and that those who genuinely wish us well want us to be happy and are prepared to accompany us on that journey.

Once we have accepted that love is a stimulus, we come up against the third obstacle: fear of the defeats we will meet on the path. We who fight for our dream suffer far more when it doesn’t word out, because we cannot fall back on the old excuse, “Oh, well, I didn’t really want it anyway. “We do want it and know that we have staked everything on it and that the path of the personal calling is no easier than any other path, except that our whole heart is in this journey. Then we warriors of light must be prepared to have patience in difficult times and to know that the Universe is conspiring in our favor, even though we may not understand how.

I ask myself: are defeats necessary? Well, necessary or not, they happen. When we first begin fighting for our dream, we have no experience and make many mistakes. The secret of life, though, is to fall seven times and to get up eight times.

So, why is it so important to live our personal calling if we are only going to suffer more than other people? Because once we have overcome the defeats-and we always do-we are filled with a greater sense of euphoria and confidence. In the silence of our hearts, we know that we are proving ourselves worthy of the miracle of life. Each day, each hour, is part of the good fight. We start to live with enthusiasm and pleasure. Intense, unexpected suffering passes more quickly than suffering that is apparently bearable; the latter goes on for years and, without our noticing, eats away at our soul, until, one day, we are no longer able to free ourselves from the bitterness and it stays with us for the rest of our lives.

Having disinterred our dream, having used the power of love to nurture it and spent many living with the scars, we suddenly notice that what we always wanted is there, waiting for us, perhaps the very next day. Then comes the fourth obstacle: the fear of realizing the dream for which we have been fighting all our lives.

Oscar Wilde said, “Each man kills the thing he loves.” And it’s true. The mere possibility of getting what we want fills the soul of the ordinary person with guilt. We look around at all those who have failed to get what they want and feel that we do not deserve to get what we want either. We forget about all the obstacles we overcame, all the suffering we endured, all the things we had to give up in order to get this far. I have known a lot of people who, when their personal calling was within their grasp, went on to commit a series of stupid mistakes and never reached their goal when it was only a step away.

This is the most dangerous of the obstacles because it has a kind of saintly aura about it: renouncing joy and conquest. But if you believe yourself worthy of the thing you fought so hard to get, then you become an instrument of God, you help the Soul of the World, and you understand why you are here.








Taken from Alchemist By Paulo coelho.....


:) Thanks To Pranav For suggesting Me This :)



There Are Some People In Your Life... Who Make It Through The Test Of Time...
Some People Who Make It Through School To Your College... As Your Best Buddies For Ever....

Its my 50th post..... And its Something That's quite special to me....
And Its My Highest privilege And Dignity... To Write About Five people Whom I Love a Lot.....

My Gang, My Pride..... :) :)


Five people.... The BEST... Words Fail to Describe What They Mean to Mean And How Much Successful They are In Their Wit And Virtue.....

The Engineering Folks.... :D
Sowmya(sow).... Doing Second Year In Meenakshi Engineering College... EEE :)

Priyadharshini(pri)... Doing Second Year In SRM-Valliammai college... E&I :)

Uthra Priya(up).... Again Second Year In Asan Memorial College.... ECE :)

The Docs Arena :D

Athipathi Raj(tap)... Doing Second Year.... Balaji Dental College.... BDS

Last, But Not Least...

Swamiathan(sam)... Right Now In Holidays... lol... Kanyakumari Government Medical College... MBBS... :)


They Are The Five.... Just Five... And We All Flew From The Same Nest... Prince School....


Frankly How we Ended up together Is Still A Mystery To Me... I'm Sure In Life... Six people Cannot Have More Diverse Persoanlities And Views Than Us.. :D
Sam And Pri Studied Together Since 10th... Same Case With Tap And Sow.... I Knew All of Em Barely In 10th ...
In 11b1 Life Begun... Fate Played A Nice Trick... All Of Us ended Up As Classmates In there... Up Joined Us Only in 11th same class....

The Four Of em Knew each other from The start... And Hence They were Together... Up And Sam were(In fact are :D)) Good Friends After A Small Fight (LOLzzzz)

I Was The Last To Join em... I Never Felt Close To them In School.... Tap was My Friends Friend... I Knew pd and sow... Uthra and me did practicals together... Sam was new to me... But In A Way We Got Along....

Things went On fine during those days... Tears Well In My Eyes To Think Of Those Times Which I Badly Miss Right Now...
How We Used To Play In All The Classes... Those Early Morning Chats And Homework Completions... Those Bio record Work Which All Of Us Used To Sit Together And Break Our Heads With..... How At The End Of The Day Mostly We Used To End Up At My Home Or Sows And Talk Talk and Talk... :D

And All 420 jobs... Seriously Tap-Sam.. I Think You Guys Would've Become Engineers If We Girls Didnot show You Answers In All Those Weekly tests Of Maths.... Those Pen Begging In The Middle Of The Classes... :D Those running Commentaries And Eatings In Physics Classes..Those Serious Note Writings in Maths Period... The Lunch Score Updates In Important Cricket Matches... Those Teacher-Turns-Back And We Begin Our Fun In Botany period... Those Hilariously sarcastic Comments Of Our Zoo Chitra mam... Those Che Periods In Which We Did Nothing Except Chatting... Those English Periods In Which we Supressed Our Smiles Fought Back Our Laughters And Had To Stand Up And Speak... :P :D

lol... Please Readers Don't Misunderstand That We Are Useless Gang... All of Us Have Definitive Plans For Future... :D Pri And Her MBA Stuff... And You Know What Sam Now Future plans Na ... I'm Remembering Your 60 Years plan... But People Due To Copy Right Isuues I Can't Speak More Than This... Ll Be Executed... :P

And Yeah... It Is Really Fascinating To Actually Say That We Guys Were More Close After School rather Than During Schooling... Engaluku Padippu Than Mukiyam School Bothu...lol :D

Sama Gang sama Fun... We Used To Pull The Guys Legs With All Girls And Girls Legs With Many Guys... :D So Many Discussions... The Funny Gang-Meets We Had At Each Of Our Homes... Our parents knew us....

Best Gang Meets were Athipathis Bday...Last Year..... Priya's Home In Between The Sem Meet And Sam's Bday... This Year Tha First Time We Guys Met Out....My Personal Favourites.... :)

Now I'm Gonna Go Zooming To Each One Of Them, their Personalities... And My Relations With Em :)


Firstly... Sowmya... A Girl Whom I Still Respect For Her Affinity And Affection for her mum... She could do anything for her :) Her Mum Is A Disciplinarian... A Strong Lady... Anyways... :) She Is A Sweetie-pie... Nice... Head-high... Very studious.... Tall cute girl.... Good At Difficult situations.... Nice Attitude... Trustable....She Neva Hurts Anyone....:)
Negative Traits is she could be easily influenced.... I Always Felt So Baby... Get Hurts Easily.... :)
My Relationship With Her Just Has Got Lots Of Ups And Downs.... :) But I cherish The Ups Baby... I Completely Respect Her Opinions And She Does The Same With Me .,.. But We Differ A Lot... :) And I Love It Also :)
All Those Terrace chats and remember that tirupathi laddo... which we people were scraping with spoon to get Scrambles of it And Guys Completed In A Jiffy!!! :D

And The Reunion Of 12-B1 :D second comedy That day :) And Remember The Times When We Used To Sit Next To each Other... Physics Book Uh kondu varama... Chemistry book uh open panni vechu comedy panitu... And how we used to race to tell answers first.... :D

I Seriously Feel Like Crying... Sigh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Priyadharshini... Is A Genius... At Maths And Almost At Everything (almost :D) As she always says I'm Born Close To Where Ramanujam Was Born...lol Mebbe thats why... Enga gang la mass entertainer than pri than.... Guys Have A Hell Lot Of fun At Her expense.... In Fact Teasing Her Is Quite Cute... Coz She gets Irritated Easily :D

To Say About Her... She IS One Person Who Is Oriented Exactly Towards What She wants... She Knows That And Keeps Working Towards That... She IS Witty, Chirpy, Lively, Humourous... Vijay Fan :P ... The Best Thing About Priya Is That She Doesnt Force Her Views On Others.... And Lets Everyone Live Their Life Their Way....And Yeah The Way She Walks Tall And Strong Symbolising girl-power sometimes.... :)

And Yeah... She is The slowest eater You Will Ever find... And I Tease Her a Lot For That... :D
U remember my comment If Ur fiancée takes You Out for candle-lit dinner he will have To Move from there after having morning coffee only ...lol When We complete our desserts she sits with the starters... but now u r improving, I must say...lol

Negative traits... Quite On one side That she doesn't force anyone with her views... She doesn't tell it mostly.... :)

Best Of Times Are When I Saw Pasanga film with you... The CCD meet with bro... She IS Still one Of the few people On Whose shoulders I Tend To Cry One... I Don't Tell You But I Miss You A Lot... I Really really really Do :'(

Her Mom is someone whom I like A lot... :) I Haven't told You This Too :)


Athi Is A Great Friend Of Mine.... We Fight A Lot.... Really A Lot :D That Too Damn serious Never Silly... But the Funniest Thing Is We Forget Everything And Talk As If Everything Is Normal...

He Is Good At Sports.. And Nowadays Good At Studies... :D Absolutely Caring And Totally dependable At Timess...... Very good dancer... And Yeah You Have A Good Dressing-Sense seriously :)

Your Presence In My Life... Was Like Those Who Get stranded In A Crowd... Supportive, Close Yet Never Really Obvious... Yet I Now Know You Mean A Lot As A Friend....

Avana neriya asinga paduthiruken... still I Don know Why He Still Considers Me As His Friend... He was the one guy who felt bad for me leaving chennai... He was the one guy Who Considers me good at planning things... He Was The Guy Who Planned A Surprise Party Before I Left To Hostel... He Was The One Guy Who Took rights To Tease Me Which Even No Girl Dared :D

He Is Immature At Times... At Times You Feel He is Nuts.... But He Is The Best Friend... Who Knows Exactly What To Do When And What Not To Do... :)

Both of Us Share The Same Negative... Temper...lol...

Best Times Where Again During His Birthday Again... And Yeah Once When I Came To Your Home And Your mum Told That She Was Going To Teach You Cooking.... :P Sorry To Put This In Here... M Gona Get A Thrashing I Guess :D

And His Mum Is One Of the Best Cooks... :D
You Are One Of The Great Guys Ive Ever Met Keep Rocking :)
The two great souls.... Who Are the closest to me :) For Now And Forever.... :)

Uthra priya... I've already written a whole blogpost about her....
She Is Cute... She Has Got A Killer Smile... She Is Silent To The Whole World... With A Great Exposure And Great Sense Of Fashion, Quite Creative.....
A Shy Smile, Beaded Jewellery... Skirts Or Kutis... A Big Handbag... Cute Looks Are The Trademarks Of My Girl....
She Is Supportive... Someone Who I trust A Lot... A Hell Lot... I can Read Her Very Very easily.... :)
All Those Times In My Life... When I Went Ahead Fearing I Would've none When I Turned Back... U Were There Amidst All The Mist There You Were As A Strong Sun... Shimmering In My sky....

Concern... What Actually Concern Means Is Something I Learnt After Knowing You.... The Times When You Stood By My Side... Said That Everything Would Be Fine... Cleared All My Insecurities... washed All My Fears And Worries... I'm Just Too Grateful And Thankful.... :)

The Best Times... Where Should I start... Those Times When At 6 In The Eve With A Hungry Stomach Walking Out of physics lab we used to gaze at evening sky... or those when you and me... sitting in terrace discussing about psychology and character... Or The Times When Now I come To Your Home telling About How Silly I felt Trichy Was.... Or The Times When We Used To Go Shopping... Or For The First Time In My Life... When i Broke Down Hugging You And Crying....

Or ... The Time You Came Over To celebrate My B'day When Dad Got Heart Attack And I was Shattered On the inner When People Saw Me On The Exterior And Said That I Was Damn strong... But Only I Knew I Couldn't Break... At Least For mum's Sake I Had To Be Strong.... :(

Anyways... Now That Everything And Everyone Is fine... I Can Brush The Last Drop Of Tear That Is Running Down My Cheek....

You Are An Angel.... Disguised As A Friend For Me.....

Last... Yet Not The Least......

Sam... I Dont Know What To Say About You Or Where To Start.... :)

He Is intelligent, Smart, Outdoorish.... Easy-Go-Lucky Yet A Determined Guy... Appreciates People Openly And Criticizes Even More Openly..lol... Who hates People Guessing About His Character (including me...lol) Coz he thinks he is mysterious....

And In Fact He Is..... :()

The Best Thing About Him is He Is One Of Those Guys Who stands By You Anytime You Want... Either Good Bad... He Encourages People.. He Understands Situations And Me... He Is The Only One Who Understood What Are The Practical Difficulties I Would Have As A Single Girl... Helped Me With It.. Gave me Confidence to soar around....

Our relationship For starters was very very professional.. The Automobile I Dealt with Was His favourite... And I Had A Strong passion For Medicine... It Followed With Everyday discussions About The Subjects... We Aren't nerds Mind You.. :D But There Was A Fascinating Urge.... Half of the people who know him wont beleieve that this is sam... Probably would disagree with me... But This is him.... He IS Too Oriented Towards stuffs More than Any Guy I've Ever Met...

And Yeah One More Thing was.... In Our Gang... Only Two Hostelers So The Backdrop And Life At Hostel Was Also One Of the Major Discussions... We Couldn't say it to anyone... I couldn't let my mum worry... He Gave an ear to every word I spoke... I Sometimes Really Wonder How I Would've Managed In Hostel without You da....
People got busy in their college ...life became hell... everyone had got their gang in college... It seemed useless to come to home at a point coz no one seemed To be there.... In All Those Times... His Words were the only thing That Made me move ahead....

Sigh.... So Much Serious Talks.... :D
Lets Move On To Lighter things :D

Sam's Biggest negative trait was that it is difficult for him to trust anyone... He Doesn't even trust me... Till Today... I Still don't know why And Yeah.. He Is Too Secretive.... :D

He Is Blunt... He Makes Me face All Those Truth From Which I wanted To Run Away.... Yet Its good... But Sometimes Hurts :)

But yeah today...I Can predict what goes through his mind... how he feels about people... His Family.. Our friends... :)

Best Times Were Definitely During The 12th holidays... When He Came Home Once... As He Had Work In School... :) And A few Days Ago... And Phone Calls Mostly, I think... :)

I Really Don't Know How To Conclude This Dude... lol... You Know M Not Good At Ending Things.. ( Ok.. Thats Enough Now... Stop Smiling x-( )

Anyways You Are A Gem Of Person... And I'm Glad I Know You... :)

These Are the people... Who Mean A Lotttttttt To Me....
Life Would've Been Worst If I Had Never Met You Guys....
I Love You Guys A Lot And I Miss You People Right Now.....





Thus nature has No love for solitude...And always leans, as it were, on some support...And The sweetest support found is the most intimate friendship....

With warm Regards,
Sti.....
:) :)











My 49th post.... :)

I was actually planning to publish the 50th one on my birthday.... but unfortunately had nothing to blahblah about...lol...

But Now Its the Time To Quip About My Visit To HAL.. A Sneak-peek Into Bangalore and Mysore....

It Is Still One Of My Lovable Memories.... :)
And A Long-Time-Dream-Come-Alive-Day....

16.09.2010

It was still one of the most difficult days of my life.... :D

The Start of Day Beckoned The Work We Guys Had... We Had To Our Department And complete the Official Paper work... Go To Vice-Chancellor's Office For Every Two Seconds To Check If The Papers Had Been signed... Cuz If It Is Not Approved Then I Could Kiss My Representative Job A Good Bye! :D The Guys In My Class Would Hopefully Kill Me Alive... It Was The Second Time We Guys Were Planning.... And I Was At My Wits-End To Get The Job Done!

We Hadn't had food... No Water Too.... Our Departure Had Got Approval From Vice-Chancellor At 01:00pm... We Were Supposed To Start By 08:00pm...

And There Were Just Seven Hours...

The Work Load Was Surmountable.... :D We (me, Sridhar And Vignesh) Had Wasted three hours in tallying The Money We Had Collected.... We Were Stupid.... :P
Sometimes 100 rupees was missing....
Sometimes 500 rupees ....
And Finally 10,000 was Missing...
I'm still wondering if i could give this incident as the worst nightmares of my life... probably the kind of stuff which coulkd give me heart attack or whatever....
I had lost hope... I hadn't had lunch the whole week... I had lost sleep... And Had Soo Much coordinating work done over fone... that i thought i Had Been done with...
Thats when Vignesh found the 10,000 :D (U r A Life-Saviour dude :))
Time was 04:30p.m....
We Hadn't Even Packed Up Things....
We felt like Those Scape Goats Who Could Be Executed Anytime Their Heads Bent Down...
Especially Me!!!!!!! :D
We Looked At Each Other Grabbed Our Bags And Laptops And Ran Off To CAD laboratory...
Only To Find Our Professor Planning To Give Us More Jobs!!!!
We Were Asked To Buy Notepads for everyones and a few more bla bla jobs....

But The Worst part was....
Parents Had To Give A No-Objection Call...
In Just 3 hours
At That Point Of Time I Was debating if fainting down or running away was a better option....
Neither seemed possible, Unfortuantely....
We Just Nodded .... :D
Thats The Only Thing That Was Allowed....
They Had Started Back Home....
I Was Walking To hostel..... Alone.....

08:00 pm

To Add To My Miseries, It started raining heavily.....
Let me Be Very Frank Over here... To Sit In A Bus Of 59 guys+2 staffs, fully drenched and going to cold destination didn't really seem to be one of the best options for industrial visits....
Infact, It Was The Worst.... :(

As I Said Before Life Had Never Given Me Many Options... Its Always The Centre Ring In The Dart-Board....

So Around 10:00 pm (due to rain, starting was delayed) I was Wearing the black jerkin that my dad gave me ages ago ( Parents save us a lot,trust me) And Carrying the damn bag which I Had Packed In An Inhumanly incredible short Time :D I reached the college.... (Since I Was The Only Girl... It Seemed pointless To Start from girls hostel... Much To The Dissapointment of My Class guys :D)

I Had To Wait For 45 minutes.... In The dark.... I Had Been A Strong Girl... I Told My Class Guys Not To Come... But I Was Very Afraid.... It Was One Of The Times Of The Life When I Felt The Meaning Of Fear.....
My Phone Went Off For A Call...
It Was My Head-Of-Department ....
There Seemed One More Person Who Was Scared.... :D
He Told Me To Take Care... Take Care And Take More Care....
Talk About The Times When Food Is Not Available and People consider care :D
I Couldn't Tell Him That, Obviously, I'd Be Sacked.... :D
I Just Said That I Would.... And He Need not Worry About Me.... :)
I Was Thinking I've Convinced Everyone That Its Going To Be Ok....
I Had To convince Myself... :D
At This Point Of Time... My Bus Came......

They Had Gone Over To Boys Hostel... Where The Celebrations had begun.....
Automobile na summa va :P
Astoundingly remarkable sound of crackers booming the sky... Announcing our departure from campus.... :)

And After that I Finally Boarded the bus at 11:00 pm....
It Was As If I'm Meeting The Guys For The First Time.... Nobody was sitting in their places... They were all busy whistling hugging each other dancing playing....
Smiles was written on everyones lips.....
A Smile And Glint of Happiness Seemed to be worth all the pain I took...
Vignesh, Sridhar And One Of My staffs.... Later Boarded The bus...

And We Set Off To The Industrial Visit.....


17.09.2010

I have No Idea When 12:00 pm came in.... And 16 changed to 17....
Amidst All The Dance shout And all those dappangkuthu songs :P Some how I Fell Asleep For A Few Hours..... Around some 02:30....

And At 06:00 when I Opened My eyes.... We Were In Hosur.....
And Thats My Cousins place btw :D
We Had stopped Somewhere To Pay The State To State Tax...
and We Were Planning To Have Our Morning Tea....
When I Got Down The Bus The Place Was Spectacular.....
I Hadn't Experienced chill weather since many days... The Weather was So chill that it made my cheeks cold... ^-^
I Just strolled down and went to a road-side tea shop... :)
There was a cutie-pie pink rabbit.... :)
I dint feel like drinking tea....
I Just Left My grumbling Stomach.... And When I went over, I Had More Work Of Making Plans For The day ahead....

We Had A lil bit difficulty finding our accomodation.... But finally we did find that out!!!
It was actually quite cozy for the day... and yeah too suited for our budget.... And Too Much For The Money We Paid :D
It Was Luxurious :)

We Got ready... And Started Off To Hindustan Aeronautics Limited, Bangalore...
All Guys Were In Strict Formals.... They Looked Good....
But, Everyone Slept peacefully In The 2 hours Journey.... lol...

We Had Reached....

It was something which I had always dreamed of... heat shields, Missiles Fighter aircrafts... :)
We first went over to the heritage and aerospace centre....

The snap is the entrance snap.... That moment when I Caught My Breath.... There Was An Urging feeling inside to fly high...

Without wasting Much Time... We Headed Directly To The Audio-Visual Area...

15 minutes..... The Longest 15 minutes of my life probably!!!!

It Was A Beautiful feeling to sit over there And Watch how the massive system developed.... I Have Never seen such a spectacular presentation in my life...

I Had Been Through All Stages....
I Had Gazed At Flying Airplanes as A Kid...
I Had stuck my nose out of the window, when I crossed airports....
I Had played A Zillion Times With Those Flight Toys....
I Had Even Flown High In The Sky.... A Few Times...

But Still It Was An Unmatched Experience To Lean Back And watch the majestic fighter aircrafts And Missiles Soar From One End Of The Screen To The Other End.....
I Felt I Had Gone To Trance And Returned Back... And Once The Presentation Was Over... My Heart Skipped A Beat..... :)
If Had Studied Better, I Would've Been A Part Of It....
This Was The Only Thing That Was Running In My Mind..... :(

I Came Out And Knew About How Exactly A Flight System Works.... And How Pilots Know What Routes To Take..... How Control Systems Work... How Radar Works... How Planes Can Be Controlled From Ground Stations...... :) :)

Poignancy And Nostalgia Was Everywhere Around Me.....
I Felt Like Crying..... I never wanted anything so badly in my life as aeronautical... Everyone who knew me knew that...... :(
Vivek and Victor were the two guys who kept talking to me.... so That I Would Be Distracted...
Nothing Could Distract me...
To Be frank I Was More Over-powered By The Feeling Of Awesomeness Rather than My Being Auto And Not In Aero....
There Were A Lot Of Flights... Missiles And Piston Engine.... And Stuffs Assembled....
People Were standing And Taking Snaps....
I Was Snapped Off From The World...
We Went To The Control Tower... I Witnessed The Landing And Taking Off Of A Flight From A Place Where Runaway Was Obviously Seen.....

And I Saw A Helicopter Stationary At A Height And Rotating Continuously.... For Vigilance Sake I Guess....

And We Just Strolled Around The PSLV-Heat Shield..... :)

It Was Time For Us To Depart..............................................................

With That The IV's Major Part Was Over.... :)

And It Was Time For The Automobile Engineer In Me To Come To Life....

Luck Was Never A Part Of My World.... I Was Born On 13th friday... Many people Considered Me unlucky :(

But That Day I Had Been Extremely lucky.... :)

We Went Over To Vishweshvaraya Technical Museum.... One Of The Places What I Would Call Awesomeness Redefined...
And That Day There Was An Expo On Engines....
It Was Time For ME to Get Into Action....
I Was Busily Moving from aelopile to oil engines to CI engines To SI engines....
There Was A Button System Operations For Various Mechanisms I was Busy Pressing And Videoing The Whole Thing.....
Then We Went Over For a 3-D Movie.... A Penguin's Love Story In There... Which Was A Nice Refreshment.... :)
Came Out And Found After Many Days My Mum's Favourite Cream roll And Was Eating It... I Miss You Mum... I Don't Tell That... Cuz Im Strong I cant fall For Feelings....

After Which The Eleveners [a part of em... Thats The Name Of A Gang Of Dayscholars Of My college... My Closest buddies :) ]And Me... Walked in What You Call A Typical Bangalorean I Mean Bengalurian :P weather..... A drizzling Rain....
My Pains Had Washed Away....
I Was Satisfied With Engineering On The Whole... :)
I Went Over To Have A Short Nap....
Then Went On With My Class Guys To Have Dinner....
At 09:00 pm....
We Were Just Roaming Around Streets Till some 11:00 :D
Then I Retired....
In What You Call Sleep Of Peace....
Btw Dont Misunderstand... I'm Still Alive... :D

P:s To Athipathi
I Knew Tap That You Complain That My Posts Are Long.... I'm Sorry But Writing cannot Be Shortened... Ll try In The posts to Come.....

To Swaminathan....
Sam, I Hope You Are Satisfied With My Language Now.... And Hopefully Comment on this one over here.....


Regards,
Sti :)




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