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My 49th post.... :)

I was actually planning to publish the 50th one on my birthday.... but unfortunately had nothing to blahblah about...lol...

But Now Its the Time To Quip About My Visit To HAL.. A Sneak-peek Into Bangalore and Mysore....

It Is Still One Of My Lovable Memories.... :)
And A Long-Time-Dream-Come-Alive-Day....

16.09.2010

It was still one of the most difficult days of my life.... :D

The Start of Day Beckoned The Work We Guys Had... We Had To Our Department And complete the Official Paper work... Go To Vice-Chancellor's Office For Every Two Seconds To Check If The Papers Had Been signed... Cuz If It Is Not Approved Then I Could Kiss My Representative Job A Good Bye! :D The Guys In My Class Would Hopefully Kill Me Alive... It Was The Second Time We Guys Were Planning.... And I Was At My Wits-End To Get The Job Done!

We Hadn't had food... No Water Too.... Our Departure Had Got Approval From Vice-Chancellor At 01:00pm... We Were Supposed To Start By 08:00pm...

And There Were Just Seven Hours...

The Work Load Was Surmountable.... :D We (me, Sridhar And Vignesh) Had Wasted three hours in tallying The Money We Had Collected.... We Were Stupid.... :P
Sometimes 100 rupees was missing....
Sometimes 500 rupees ....
And Finally 10,000 was Missing...
I'm still wondering if i could give this incident as the worst nightmares of my life... probably the kind of stuff which coulkd give me heart attack or whatever....
I had lost hope... I hadn't had lunch the whole week... I had lost sleep... And Had Soo Much coordinating work done over fone... that i thought i Had Been done with...
Thats when Vignesh found the 10,000 :D (U r A Life-Saviour dude :))
Time was 04:30p.m....
We Hadn't Even Packed Up Things....
We felt like Those Scape Goats Who Could Be Executed Anytime Their Heads Bent Down...
Especially Me!!!!!!! :D
We Looked At Each Other Grabbed Our Bags And Laptops And Ran Off To CAD laboratory...
Only To Find Our Professor Planning To Give Us More Jobs!!!!
We Were Asked To Buy Notepads for everyones and a few more bla bla jobs....

But The Worst part was....
Parents Had To Give A No-Objection Call...
In Just 3 hours
At That Point Of Time I Was debating if fainting down or running away was a better option....
Neither seemed possible, Unfortuantely....
We Just Nodded .... :D
Thats The Only Thing That Was Allowed....
They Had Started Back Home....
I Was Walking To hostel..... Alone.....

08:00 pm

To Add To My Miseries, It started raining heavily.....
Let me Be Very Frank Over here... To Sit In A Bus Of 59 guys+2 staffs, fully drenched and going to cold destination didn't really seem to be one of the best options for industrial visits....
Infact, It Was The Worst.... :(

As I Said Before Life Had Never Given Me Many Options... Its Always The Centre Ring In The Dart-Board....

So Around 10:00 pm (due to rain, starting was delayed) I was Wearing the black jerkin that my dad gave me ages ago ( Parents save us a lot,trust me) And Carrying the damn bag which I Had Packed In An Inhumanly incredible short Time :D I reached the college.... (Since I Was The Only Girl... It Seemed pointless To Start from girls hostel... Much To The Dissapointment of My Class guys :D)

I Had To Wait For 45 minutes.... In The dark.... I Had Been A Strong Girl... I Told My Class Guys Not To Come... But I Was Very Afraid.... It Was One Of The Times Of The Life When I Felt The Meaning Of Fear.....
My Phone Went Off For A Call...
It Was My Head-Of-Department ....
There Seemed One More Person Who Was Scared.... :D
He Told Me To Take Care... Take Care And Take More Care....
Talk About The Times When Food Is Not Available and People consider care :D
I Couldn't Tell Him That, Obviously, I'd Be Sacked.... :D
I Just Said That I Would.... And He Need not Worry About Me.... :)
I Was Thinking I've Convinced Everyone That Its Going To Be Ok....
I Had To convince Myself... :D
At This Point Of Time... My Bus Came......

They Had Gone Over To Boys Hostel... Where The Celebrations had begun.....
Automobile na summa va :P
Astoundingly remarkable sound of crackers booming the sky... Announcing our departure from campus.... :)

And After that I Finally Boarded the bus at 11:00 pm....
It Was As If I'm Meeting The Guys For The First Time.... Nobody was sitting in their places... They were all busy whistling hugging each other dancing playing....
Smiles was written on everyones lips.....
A Smile And Glint of Happiness Seemed to be worth all the pain I took...
Vignesh, Sridhar And One Of My staffs.... Later Boarded The bus...

And We Set Off To The Industrial Visit.....


17.09.2010

I have No Idea When 12:00 pm came in.... And 16 changed to 17....
Amidst All The Dance shout And all those dappangkuthu songs :P Some how I Fell Asleep For A Few Hours..... Around some 02:30....

And At 06:00 when I Opened My eyes.... We Were In Hosur.....
And Thats My Cousins place btw :D
We Had stopped Somewhere To Pay The State To State Tax...
and We Were Planning To Have Our Morning Tea....
When I Got Down The Bus The Place Was Spectacular.....
I Hadn't Experienced chill weather since many days... The Weather was So chill that it made my cheeks cold... ^-^
I Just strolled down and went to a road-side tea shop... :)
There was a cutie-pie pink rabbit.... :)
I dint feel like drinking tea....
I Just Left My grumbling Stomach.... And When I went over, I Had More Work Of Making Plans For The day ahead....

We Had A lil bit difficulty finding our accomodation.... But finally we did find that out!!!
It was actually quite cozy for the day... and yeah too suited for our budget.... And Too Much For The Money We Paid :D
It Was Luxurious :)

We Got ready... And Started Off To Hindustan Aeronautics Limited, Bangalore...
All Guys Were In Strict Formals.... They Looked Good....
But, Everyone Slept peacefully In The 2 hours Journey.... lol...

We Had Reached....

It was something which I had always dreamed of... heat shields, Missiles Fighter aircrafts... :)
We first went over to the heritage and aerospace centre....

The snap is the entrance snap.... That moment when I Caught My Breath.... There Was An Urging feeling inside to fly high...

Without wasting Much Time... We Headed Directly To The Audio-Visual Area...

15 minutes..... The Longest 15 minutes of my life probably!!!!

It Was A Beautiful feeling to sit over there And Watch how the massive system developed.... I Have Never seen such a spectacular presentation in my life...

I Had Been Through All Stages....
I Had Gazed At Flying Airplanes as A Kid...
I Had stuck my nose out of the window, when I crossed airports....
I Had played A Zillion Times With Those Flight Toys....
I Had Even Flown High In The Sky.... A Few Times...

But Still It Was An Unmatched Experience To Lean Back And watch the majestic fighter aircrafts And Missiles Soar From One End Of The Screen To The Other End.....
I Felt I Had Gone To Trance And Returned Back... And Once The Presentation Was Over... My Heart Skipped A Beat..... :)
If Had Studied Better, I Would've Been A Part Of It....
This Was The Only Thing That Was Running In My Mind..... :(

I Came Out And Knew About How Exactly A Flight System Works.... And How Pilots Know What Routes To Take..... How Control Systems Work... How Radar Works... How Planes Can Be Controlled From Ground Stations...... :) :)

Poignancy And Nostalgia Was Everywhere Around Me.....
I Felt Like Crying..... I never wanted anything so badly in my life as aeronautical... Everyone who knew me knew that...... :(
Vivek and Victor were the two guys who kept talking to me.... so That I Would Be Distracted...
Nothing Could Distract me...
To Be frank I Was More Over-powered By The Feeling Of Awesomeness Rather than My Being Auto And Not In Aero....
There Were A Lot Of Flights... Missiles And Piston Engine.... And Stuffs Assembled....
People Were standing And Taking Snaps....
I Was Snapped Off From The World...
We Went To The Control Tower... I Witnessed The Landing And Taking Off Of A Flight From A Place Where Runaway Was Obviously Seen.....

And I Saw A Helicopter Stationary At A Height And Rotating Continuously.... For Vigilance Sake I Guess....

And We Just Strolled Around The PSLV-Heat Shield..... :)

It Was Time For Us To Depart..............................................................

With That The IV's Major Part Was Over.... :)

And It Was Time For The Automobile Engineer In Me To Come To Life....

Luck Was Never A Part Of My World.... I Was Born On 13th friday... Many people Considered Me unlucky :(

But That Day I Had Been Extremely lucky.... :)

We Went Over To Vishweshvaraya Technical Museum.... One Of The Places What I Would Call Awesomeness Redefined...
And That Day There Was An Expo On Engines....
It Was Time For ME to Get Into Action....
I Was Busily Moving from aelopile to oil engines to CI engines To SI engines....
There Was A Button System Operations For Various Mechanisms I was Busy Pressing And Videoing The Whole Thing.....
Then We Went Over For a 3-D Movie.... A Penguin's Love Story In There... Which Was A Nice Refreshment.... :)
Came Out And Found After Many Days My Mum's Favourite Cream roll And Was Eating It... I Miss You Mum... I Don't Tell That... Cuz Im Strong I cant fall For Feelings....

After Which The Eleveners [a part of em... Thats The Name Of A Gang Of Dayscholars Of My college... My Closest buddies :) ]And Me... Walked in What You Call A Typical Bangalorean I Mean Bengalurian :P weather..... A drizzling Rain....
My Pains Had Washed Away....
I Was Satisfied With Engineering On The Whole... :)
I Went Over To Have A Short Nap....
Then Went On With My Class Guys To Have Dinner....
At 09:00 pm....
We Were Just Roaming Around Streets Till some 11:00 :D
Then I Retired....
In What You Call Sleep Of Peace....
Btw Dont Misunderstand... I'm Still Alive... :D

P:s To Athipathi
I Knew Tap That You Complain That My Posts Are Long.... I'm Sorry But Writing cannot Be Shortened... Ll try In The posts to Come.....

To Swaminathan....
Sam, I Hope You Are Satisfied With My Language Now.... And Hopefully Comment on this one over here.....


Regards,
Sti :)




Based On A Video I Saw... :)






Here Are Some Of The Things I Learned In Life....

That No Matter How Good A Person Can Be, Sometimes They Will Hurt You...
-And Because Of This We Must Forgive!!! :)

That It Takes Years To Build Trust
-But Only Seconds To Destroy It.....

That We Don't Have To Change Friends
-If We Understand That Friends Change... :)

That The Circumstances And The Environments We Live In Influence Our Lives..
-But We Are The Ones That Are Responsible For Ourselves... :)

That You Have To Control Your Acts....
-Or Else They Will control You...

That There Are People Who Love Us....
-But Simply Don't Know How To Show... :)

That Sometimes The Person Who Hurts You And Makes You Fall...
-Is The Only One Who Helps You Get On Your Feet .... ;) :)





That You Shouldn't Tell A Child That Dreams Are Fake....
-It Would Be A Tragedy If They Knew :)

That Its Not Always Enough To Be Forgiven By Someone....
-In Most Cases You Have To Forgive Yourselves First... :)

That No Matter How Many Pieces Your Heart Is Broken.....
-The World Doesn't Stop To Fix It..... :)

That Maybe God Wanted Us TO Meet All The Wrong People First....
-Before Meeting The Right One..... :P

When The Door Of Happiness Closes, Another Opens....
-But Often We Look So Long At The Closed Ones!!

The Best Kind Of A Friend Is The One With Whom You Can Sit On A Porch Or Walk...
-Without Saying A Word, You Feel Like Having The Best Conversation.... :) :)

Its True We Don't Know What We Have Until We Find It....
-But Its Also True, We Don't Know What We Have Been Missing Until It Arrives... :)

It Only Takes A Minute To Offend Someone, An Hour To Like Someone, And A Day To Love Someone.....
-But It Takes A Lifetime To Forget Someone... :)

Don't Look For Appearances, They Can Be Deceiving, Don't Go For Wealth Even That Can Fade.....
-Find Someone Who Can Make You Smile... Cuz It Takes Only A Smile To Make A Day Better..... :)

There Are Moments In Your Life, When You Miss Someone So Much....
-That You Wish That You Can Take Them Out Of Your Dream And Hug Them For Real ^-^







Dream Whatever You Want To.. Go Wherever You Want To Go...
-Coz You Have Only One Life To Live :)

The Happiest People don't Necessarily have The Best Of Everything....
-They Just Make The Best Of Everything...:)

The Best Future Is Based On A Forgotten Past....
-You Can't Go On In Life Until You Let Go Of Your Past Failures And Heart-Aches... :)

When You Were Born You Were Crying, Everyone Was Smiling....
-Live Your Life In Such A Way That When You Die You Smile And Everyone Else Cries... :)


Regards,
Sti :)



Dedicated to the friend of mine who listens to Every Word of Mine... This One is For you Buddy!!!!!!
Some Stories Dont Have A Clear Beginning, Middle Or The End....
Mine Definely falls Under This Category..lol
Perspective of things is different..... And So Is Everyones Perception about Life.....
Some See It As The Seek Of Solutions...
For Some, It Is A Perfect Relation....
For Some, It Is Professional Success...
For Some, It Is Learning Things....
For Some, It Is Financial Stability....
For A Few Extravagantly Selfish People... They Need Every part of the Above...
Unfortunately,
I Am One Of Them... :D
"Life Is Not A Matter Of Milestones.... But Moments..... :)
People run behind money, fame, love, affection, things, time.... And What Not????"

And What Does An Average Man Expect From A Life......

For A Man...
A Happy Dawn...
With His Dream-Girl In His Life...
A Cup Of Coffee...
A Morning Talk With Her girl And Mom About His Day's Plan...
And The Sort Of Result He Expects That Day...
Anticipating, Good Wishes From Them....
"My Mom Would Take Care Of Me... And Would Bless Me... My Girl Would Be With Me... In Rain And Sun... Through The Thick And Thin Of Life...."
Is What he Thinks And Leaves The Home...
A Work Place...
In The Profession That He Loves...
Complete Job-Satisfaction...
peace Of Mind....
Appraisal From Seniors....
Expecting Good Profit Ahead...
An Afternoon Lunch...
With Colleagues...
A Chat About The Prospects Ahead...
A Short Call Back Home...
Getting Back To Work...
And Leaving Home...
A Special Friends Sudden Evening Visit...
Memories Of The Past..
A Laughter Filled Chat...
A Candle-lit Dinner....
A End Of The Chat With The Beloved About The Day...
A Peaceful Night Sleep...
With Lots Of Dreams For The Days Ahead....
(The Things In Black Would Seriously Help People Out Of Depression... These Are Optimistic Lines...:))

And What Do The Get Is Something I Don't Have to Say....:)

Some Achieve So Much That The On-Lookers Are Awestuck... Some Have Got True Soulmates... So Much That People Almost Think The Attraction Between Them Is Magnetic... Some Have So Much Money That Probably They May Never Earn To Eat....
What Makes The Best Thing.....

Smile... :) Its The Second Best Thing You Can Do With Your Mouth.. First Is Eating..lol
Laugh Loudly... Cry Out Even Louder... Shout At People... Feel Jealous.... Feel Insecure... Feel Possessive... Justify Yourself... Contradict Yourself.... Live A Hero Life(Consider Yourself One..lol) ... Treat Yourself... Buy Yourself Goodies... Tell That You Love em ;) Appreciate Everyones Qualities...

Open Your Windows ... Get That First Drop Of Rain On Your Cheek...
Cup Your Face... There Is Nothing Ever More Beautiful Than That....
Hug Your Mum... There Can Never Be Another Great Woman In Your Life.... :)
Praise Your Idol.. There Is Reason You Like Them...
Kiss Your Loved One... Life Has Relations Tooo :) :) :)

And Finally Speak... Speak Your Heart Out....Speak Every Word You Want... Blurt Out... Blabber... shout In Agony... In Joy... In Pain, In Ecstasy.... In Love...Speak your dreams... your visions... your aspirations....Your Every Heartbeat.. To The One Who Owns Your Heart... Maybe Your Friend.. A Crush.. Or Even A Colleague.. Or Just An Acquaintance....

Trust Me... Everything In Your Life Would Be At The Bottom... Until The Right Person Comes And Turns Your Hour-Glass Upside Down... :)

Regards...
sti :)




Dedicated to My Friend's sis.. Rohini.. Who Promised Me She Would Read All The Stuff I Write..lol :)

(purely fictious... None OF the Incidents Are Based On Reality :P)







"A life To Live... A Life To Love...."
Is All What Our Girl Thought... She Was No Princess... She Was Yet Another Girl, A Tomboy... She Had Grown Up Seeing Guys... She Never Thought Of Her Guy To Be Prince Charming And All.. She Led A Simple Life... Surrounded By Happiness... All Her Friends Were So Fantasized With Love And In Love... She Never Beleieved in Love... She Beleieved Only In Living....

But Poor Girl Wasn't spared By Destiny!!!!!!

Her Love Story Was One Of A Kind.. The Guy Was One Of Her Higher Grade Classmate... She Hated Him To Death... Coz She Never Got The Life He Was Living...
" You Better Stay Away From My Friends
You Get That???""
To All These Bizzare Accusations And Strange Questions, The Guy Just Gave A Smile :)

The Guy Was A Prankster... Knowing That He Could Easily Annoy The Girl... He Used To Tease Her...
Whenever she Went With Her Friend... He Would Make It A Point To Stand In Front Of Them And Wish Just Her Friend A Good Day And Never Even See The Girl... She Used To Fret And Fume..... :(
What Used To Add Fuel To The Fire Was The Fact That The Guy Was Mr.popular....

One fine day.. When they were unfortunately alone in the classroom in the early hours...
He Was Playing with his pen..
The Girl Was scribbling Furiously...
He Asked : "Isn't Your Friend Here?"
She Was Angry.. She wanted To Say Why Don't You Leave Her..?
She Said "No, I Don't Know..."
The Guy Suddenly Came Up To Her And Asked
"How Are You?? I THink Your New Hairstyle Suits You..."
And Agin GAve His Killer Smile...
The Girl Wasn't Used To Getting Such Comments.. She Got Damn Embarrased..
She Just Muttered "Oh... Um... K.. (whatever)!!!!"

Things Changed After That... Whenever She Saw Him... She Felt Embarrased And Ashamed.. He Was Normal.. She Was Totally Feeling Ridiculous..!!!
She Had Written In Her Mind That The Guy Was Cheap nad A First-Class-Flirt!
And She Hated Flirts!!!!!

He was her Partner In Laboratory...
The Day She Knew It She Was Like
"Half Of The Girls In this Institution Would Have Been Ecstatic To Have Got The Opportunity To See This Guy at close quarters, Let Alone The Fact That They could Work with him... Leaving Them All, I Was least Intrested ..... Oh God!! Why Me?????? :("

He Was A Lazy Lump, to An Extent... Used To Take Her Precipitates Dilute it And Submit It As His Own... She Hated Her Work Being Stolen :( He Still Loved To Irritate Her...
But There was this Day... That Again Made A Significance....
It Was A Typical Yet Another Salt Analysis Class... Which All Of Us Had Got Tired Of!!!
She Was Testing Her Salt...
In Order To Confirm Her Salt... She Did The Wrong Test, Thinking It To Be Something Else...
And Hell Had Set In...
The Gas Bubbled In The Test tube, Which Had Eventually Become So Hot For HerTo Hold... But She Dint Want To Create A Scene There... Cuz She knew Many Guys Thought Girls Are Good Only For That...
To Her Utter Horror, She Didnot Let Go Of The Thing And Was Still Holding It,
The Guy Got Hold Of The Situation, Pulled Out The Test tube from her hand... And Poured The Whole solution...
The Test tube Was Saved....
Her hand Wasnt....
She Had Got A Bruise... He Dint Know What He Had To do...
He Just Called Her Frind And Left...
By Then, What She Had Feared Had Happened....
A Scene Had Been Created...
But thankfully, A Small One!

The next Day.. She Really wanted To Thank him... She Didnot know how, When And Where She was GHoing To Do It.... But She Knew She Had To Somehow.....
She Had Told Her Friend..
"..... blah.. blah.. blah... And Thats What Happened yesterday..."
(silence)
"So...? What Do You want To Do Now...?"
" Well... i Umm... Err... Feel Like Thanking Him.."
"What??? U Feel Like What?????"
"Thanking him.. I Atleast Owe Him that, You Know Right... Thats The only Thing I can do...."
"lol... I Told You Baby... Your Resistance Is Gonna Fade... He Is Your Guy... You Guys Are Gonna Be Great Together.... I Just Cant Even Wait To Tease You People... bla bla.."
"Excuse me..? What The Hell Are You Talking.. I Am Going To Say Him Thanks, Not Propose!!!!!"
She Just Winked as The Guy Came In Then....
And Said Pointing At Me....
She was Abashed Cuz She Was Still Thinking About What Her Friend Had Said...
The Guy Looked at her, Fluttering his eye-lids animatedly And Said Enquiringly:
"Yes??"
"umm... yaeh... I wanted To thank You... For Saving My Hand Yesterday..."
"Oh That... Yeah... Thats Ok... How Is It Now..?? Wanted To Ask you Myself..." He Stared At Her Hand...
She said" thats Fine..."
"If At All You Want To Slap Me For Talking To Your Best Friend You Have To Heal That Little Hand Of Yours!!"
She actually smiled... And Added"Ill Make Sure Its Fit Enough for That!!"
Her Friend Was staring At her From Around the corner... Seeing Both Of Them Laugh Together.... She Thought...
"Funny idiots... They are Just Perfect For Each Other... Funny That They Dont Realise that"

Days passed... Things Begun To Change... Her best Friend Had Got Her Guy... So This Girl And Guy Were too Happy For Her.....
The Friend Had Built Her World.. A Castle Of Imaginations.... Which She Had Spun From The Start... And The Guy Really Proved To Be Her prince Charming....
After The Classes Were Over... The Girl was With Her best friend... And This Guy... Who Was Supposedly Her friend now....
And We Were Both Listening To Our Friends life.... In A Way....
And We Were happy in a way.. How She Was Talking About It... She Was Brushing Her Hair, Moving Her Hands In The Air Animatedly... Popping Her Eyelids.. Fluttering Her Eyelashes...
Love... Can Do Wonders... It Did To That Silent Girl... Was What Running In Both Of Our Minds!!!!

They Both Started Speaking... But It Was very Formal... Or Funny :D
Life Was Moving On....
It Was The Fare Well Party In Their Institution....
The Guys Crushes Were on A Heart-Break Tone... It Was A Difficult Time... And He Had Been Too Irritated That Day Being Nice To People.... She Thought She Couldn't Talk To Him....That Day....
Everyone Bid A Good-bye... With Promises To Keep In Touch....
They Never Did... Not Even a Word!!!!!!
They Gave Each Other A Courteous Smile.... And A Nod...
And Walked In Opposite Directions...

She Turned And Looked "Nice Guy! But I Hope I See More Of Him... Though I Know This Is The End..."
He Looked At Her That Time... She Just Smiled And Waved...

They Thought
" End Of A Supposed To Be Friendship..."

But You Know Cupid And Love... Don't Leave People Easily....
What Next... You Guys Have To Wait...

Regards,
Messi :)



My second post from my own lap....

Exposure... A Wonderful phenomenon of learning things free... which world around you offers!!!!

I always felt you know that exposure was only for studies... only for knowing about what scientists thought how things begun... how life was there, how things are, and how they expect things to be... but now I Know something, Exposure is not that... Its much More....

In a way yeah... I Always loved psychology.. but after leaving chennai, i forgot what psychology was... folk psychology was dead in me... I needed a psychologist rather!!!!

But...

this city taught me what exposure in psychology was, surprisingly.... It taught me to stereo type people based on their cities... how love and life can be handled beyond measures...

Love.. Sigh!
Anyways The point is actually in this post.. I wanted to pen down my in-plant training experience...
But they had made me write and type umpteen reports... So Much that I'm Thoroughly NOT feeling like typing any more about it...
But, A few significant things apart from technical stuffs I learnt...

The term 'Inhuman Atmosphere And Working conditions in factory' Is true... For In ICF, Perambur, only I know the tough times I had dodging all the overhead cranes, bearing the heat of the furnaces.. Careful not to trip on any sheet metals and sharp objects..

DRDO, is the best and bestest R&D laboratory ever possible in India... But still look at it from very close quarters, You will see thats its Intelligence blended in simplicity... Don't expect comfort in there.. People who earn lakhs every month, still sit in a typical government office.. with a rotten ceiling fan, a cabin(strictly shouldn't be called as one) with a wooden board in white letters with their names...
But, Even you would forget what you learnt just now... They are people who live and go by science.. By far, the people who have ever impressed me in first sight, for their sound knowledge.. Will always be found in there... AWESOME Folks :)

Hoping that someday. I'll get over the irritation and again type about the actual experience in my in-plant trainings..
Regards,
SWATHI.I

Eighteen.... Twice of nine.... Represented as 18... by permutations and combinations u could even say a 100 more ways, to represent eighteen......


For Me Today eighteen represented only 3 things....

#My Childhood days
#My tween age...
#My Teen-ache :P

I"m home this week... And Today is Exactly One Month Away From My Birthday... I Was Cleaning My Room.... I Got An Old Cassette.... Where comes The Days When People Listen To Cassettes Now.. Everyone Has These Fancy I-pods... Walkmans Mobiles... ( I wouldn't insult these, M too Much Of A Gadget Freak Myself! :P) But You Know things have their place... And This Cassette was My Cutest Memory... I Played It...

It was a voice which could bring a smile on my face... Obviously Mine..

"daddy... athu tinkle tinkle illa... twinkle... Ipdi (winking) Nee pannu.... :)
Aiyo.. apdi illa... enga michu(miss) Sonnanga.... Nee thappa solra... en Michu ipdi than sonanga... po"

lol.... Me... That Was me... A person I missed :)
My favourite memory was sitting between my dad's legs... And singing... Twinkle Twinkle Little star... That Was Probably His favourite tune....
(As I Type this today... He Is staring At It, And Smiling ...lol Love You Dad... )

Memories.... So Many... When I Got Proficiency In Kinder Garten.... :D My dad Saying My Daughter... :) Yup Yours dad.... Completely!!!!!!

When Bro Was Born... 25 April 1995 Night... 12:00 When I was saying to my mom...
"Enaku Antha Horlics la vara maari payan than thambi uh venum....ok vah?"

And When She Went sort of screaming in pain... my first feel of fear... Of Losing Someone... :)
And At 3:00 I felt The New Life In My Hands.... :)

And Then Responsibility.. Of Sister... :) :)

Times Changed... The Most Wonderful times... Tween age... :)

When I Realised What Is Right And What Was Wrong....

Books.... My BEssssssssssssssssssssssTTT Friends..lol... I was Introduced InTo This World... Again By My Mom.... :) I Still Relish Every Book I read...

Friendship.... My First Friend... Aishwarya... At The Age Of 6 I Think... The Biggest Sign Of Friendship Was The Half Chocky We Used To Share... I Don't Know Where You Are Now... But I Would Remember You Forever... :)

Then I Began To Relish Life... Have My Own Preferences... White Was Better To Black... Smiling Was Better To Crying :) I Like Someone= Friends... Dont Like =Enemies... Was The Simplest Rule.... :D

I Began Meeting People... Some Girls Never Spoke To Guys... They Said It Was Wrong... I Still Remember The Day I Rushed Back Home... And Asked My Mom... "Is Talking To Guys Bad Mum????"
To Which She Said :
" Those Are For Kids... My Girl Knows What She Is Doing... :)"
TRUST............... :) :) :)

I Was Never Restricted From Anything... Got And Did Everything I Wanted... Karate, Kickboxing, craft-work.. painting, doll-making... Versatile Is What He Used To Call Me.....

As I Grew Up ... The Transition From Tween To Teen Took place... I Was Exposed To Everything.. Extremely Happening Relations... To Broken Hearts... Obviously I learnt The Difference Between The Two...

In mY Teens... I Knew What Crush Was...lol... I Had On Ronaldo ;)
Still I have :P

And I Learnt A Lot On These Relation Maniacs.... Psychology....


And Today...........
I Quip This All down... Don't know Why... I'm Very Nostalgic These Days :$

Regards,
Sti :)







They Say Times Change.... Life Changes I change You Change.... We change.... Thats True...

Its True.... Damn True in fact!
I Never thought even in my vaguest dreams that my college people would takee me as a part of them.....
A Life which I always wanted to know... And Wanted to live....
With People not alone....
In laughter... smiles.... tears... excitement... happiness.... shying.... All Emotions!!
Thats true.... lol'
So......
The Grand Anaicut.... M Not Gona bore You By Giving Descriptions of how the dam was built... :P Called as kallanai... It is One of the mind-blowing places in trichy... One Of my favourites....
The day dawned... 07-aug-2010... Yet I wasnot sure if I was right going along with guys in a conservative city... :$
But I went, Hoping everything would be ok....
BUT.....
Everything was perfect!!!! :) :) :)
We started off in a bus.... lol... to be frank half of the times... was spent in waiting for people... and organising stuffs... :D I wasn't bored.... It was awesome knowing people... we started off in the last leg of our journey,... the strech to kallanai...
It was the outer of the city... Pure outskirts... the journey was marvellous... Adored by corn n maize fields.... With cows and Little lambs... And patches of pure blue water... With The Sun Pouring On My Lap ^-^
We reached.... Unable To control Themselves, the guys overtook me and jumped into water... Nobody could resist cauvery back-waters.... Ah! What A Fun They Had Somer-Saulting.... lol... Playing Kidding For Almost Two Hours...
We Went Over To Have lunch... A Head-bow And Come- In types Place :P It was typical village meal... I wasn't used to anything except the meal :D Ate Like Hell And Tasted Yummy!!!!!
And Then There was A Park... A fully green patched area.... The beauty could set anyones heart on fire... :)
We played... We Ate... We Laughed... And Had Damn Fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One Of My Most Fondest Memories......
Love,
Sti :)

Amidst tears and fears I spend My days...
Gone are The Times When Things Were Waste....
When My Beats Miss Those Days....
And My Smile Expresses In Most Tiniest Ways...
I Am Here To Quip Again!!!!!!!!
Automobile engineering... My Dream, My Passion, My evrything.... Still what I consider as My Own.. Just Mine...
Here To share The Lightest Moments Assembling the world most heaviest pieces :P
The day Was Cute... I walked Up beautifully in a white chudi... AARgh!@@#$#$%^%&
No fairy tales :P :D It was just yet another day.... Yet special in its own way!!!
I was in Khakhi to be frank...lol... the pride of My department,.....
Automobile components laboratory.... :)
I went in, Just stared .....
At The Sight I saw....
Words couldnt explain it.....
It Was A World...
A World Of Machines.....
Machines... Which drove people and could be driven By people.... :)
Well... it did drive me nuts....!!! :D
Boy! there is A Beautiful couple ;) A Wonderful pair of front and rear axle.... :P
AndAnd then There Was A cute Small gear box assemled...
Majestically standing were the multicylinder petrol and diesel engines...
As If They Were the Pride...... Of My Existence :)

I Liked Everything I saw...
But Now I have A Lab To attend...
Winding It Too Short....
And Promising For A Detailed article...
Me Saying Bubye!!!
Regards,
Sti :)

Memories....

The Most Taunting Torturing things I have Now....

I wish I just Forgot You.... My Best Friend... For What You Did To Me... I Can Never Forget that...


But Why IS It Being So Difficult.... I Just Cant Get Over You... SO Much Fights, So Much Showdowns... With So Many trusts Between People being tested very badly... And Many trusts broken up... I took the most or rather maximum from the damage :D

So Why IS it...

Everytime someone gets me metal keychains , I remember you...

Everytime someone talks About messi, I remember you...

Everytime someone says "My Best Friend", I remember you...

Everytime someone says "school", I remember you...

Everytime I open My diary, I wanna jus run away!!!!!!!

Everytime someone says gang, I feel Like running away...

Everytime my mp3 switches to Summer of 69 and seasons in sun.... I Cry.....

Everytime someone asks how you are... I just remember how we were.... :(

Everytime that you ask me sorry now, I just think is that enough???? For all that hell I was in????

Everytime the crap movie comes up.... I feel like bursting out.....

Everytime someone talks about your profession, I Remember you....

Everytime Someone says M responsible, I remember you....

Every night when My clock strikes 12, I remember you....

Everytime someone says reassurance, My blood Boils x-(

Everytime When I talk even Now, I feel I'm Not worth this.....

Everytime when the world said I was alone... I smiled In My heart... Thinking You were there.... The Trust Is Shattered :(

But...........
I Will Handle This.....
M Brave....
I can Put A Smile...
I can Breathe....
That Is Enough For Survival In This World.......
Regards,
Swathi..

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