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Rains are... The Most Beautiful drops I guess That God Ever Created In Nature... I Love Rains...!! The Very Sight Of Them Makes Me Feel Good... As If
They Have Been Sent Just To Wipe My Sorrows...
They Have Been Sent Just To Wipe My Tears...
They Have Been Sent Just To Wake Me Up From The Past....
They Have Been Here Just for Me!!!!!!!!:) :)

And Yeah! They Are The Most Refreshing Parts Of Nature... The Most Softest Things :)

The Rainy Seasons Are Here
And So Are My Fears...
Someday They Grew In My Heart Untold..
That I May Lose Your Hold...
The Sky Grew Grey Today...
And I Could Feel The Surroundings Gay...
And I Peeped Out Of My Window...
Will I Ever Be Adored??
Someday You Will Be Here By My Side..
Someday You Will Find That I Am The One...
Someday The World Around You Will Change..
Someday When It Rains...
Someday When It Rains...
You May Feel The Change... :)
And Then It would Be....

Forever And Always... !!

And
The Song Of The Rain which I sing..
Until I Run Out Of Voice...
Are You Able To Listen??
I Hope You Do...
I Really Hope...

Splash...

Oh!It Rains In Your Bedroom..
Everything is Wrong!
It Rains When You Are Here
It Rains When You Are Gone...
Cuz
I was There When You Said...
FOREVER AND ALWAYS..... :) :) :)

P:s Tried A Wee Bit Of Poetry :P :P Hope It Isnt That Bad :D
^-^







My Besssssssssssssssssssssss Friend :) :)

I don Know Why Am Writing this... But she knows.... :D

When we met.... Neither did lightning strike nor did it rain... Nor did we cry.. Just the school bell rung ;) :P :D

The Most silent creature On this earth... Sometimes thats good coz I speak A lot.... :D Seriously... Whoever said "Opposites attract" must have read our life story before... :)

The time when I met her for the first time... I did not like much of her :P she was very silent... thts y... And she did not like me because She thought I was A very Head-Weight Hi-fi girl....

I remember very well... We became close Owing to Physics laboratory... :D (In the end U c baby... There Was Some Use Of staying Hungry In The Evening And Attending those Useless classes:P) She was silent I said... (I'm reminding U the umpteenth time I know I know:P) But she was Intelligent... I noted... Even when We Never understood Anything practically... We were Conceptually Very very strong... She wasn't Like the rest Of the Yet-Another-Type Girl In my class... She was different.. Yet Those days I never knew what was special About her... I mean To My LOGICAL :P (her favourite word in my vocabulary) mind she seemed like the rest... A Girl Who could cuddle With A Mills andBoons series.. And A Pink Teddy bear... Imagining of rainy days.... With Someone special... ^-^

I'm Gona Get Killed For That Last Line I wrote!!!!!! :P :D

She Was Unique... Even though she was Like the rest of girls... To describe her smile... (Many Important People Have Commented About It :D I guess I better add A small note :P) A Thing Which Lightened Many Of my days... :) Thats true... Sometimes I think baby... Its Coz Of you I begun to enjoy Life... And My temper Went Down... :)
Those Were The Days... When We Used To Chat Chat And Chat.... But Know whats the Most Amazing thing... We Never Agreed In Anything....

People... lol... We Never Agreed In That... Whom She Used To Call Good... I Used To consider sick.... I was very selective about what I said To whom... And when... She was Like that... But though People Who Were Close To Me Were Equally Trusted By Her... I never trusted People Who were Close to her... Especially one... The One Guy... Whom She Considered Her Best Friend... I hated Him... Atleast I used To... And Do You Remember Those Fights da?? lolzzz :)

And The Next Thing Which We Used To Argue Is Heart Vs. Brain... When ever We Discussed About Characters Of People... And The Way They Behaved With Others... Their Relationships... :)
I Used To say:
"How the hell can they be together?? They Are so different!! She doesn't even think logically..."
madams Reply Used To be:
" Think By heart da... Switch Off Your Brain.... "
I never Believed that dear... But Today You know The Thing Is what You Know... You Always Had My opinions In Your Important Decisions... And I Always Had A Word With You In Whatever I did... So Heart And Brain Were Always Balanced... Right??? :) :) Its Trueee... :)

AnD You Remember Those Times IN The Last Bench... Well.. Those Who Sat Next To Us Had No Idea What We Were Doing Anytime !! :D How We Used To Spend Time Commenting Amidst The Sessions... :D How We Used To Share Everything... Everything!! And How You Used To Control Me Every Time I Wanted To Tell The Other Two That It Wasn't Funny!!! :D It Was Like I Never Would Talk To Them Again... But You Convinced Me That I Had To Be Nice To People... Even If They Weren't Being EXACTLY Nice To Me!!! :) :D N Till Today I'm Talking To Them Cuz You Said So..... Nothing Else!

And There Are Many Things Which I Must Attribute To You... Many Things Which I Have In My Life Are All Hers... :) Yeah Yeah I Just Meant Those Key chains Nothing else... :P We Are So Close Now-A-Days That She Predicts me... Very Easily... I Predicted her Since Ages So Thats No Big Deal.... :) :P

And She Is The Nicest Girl On This Earth... Even If You Back-stab Her She Wont Ask You A Thing... And Give You The Same Smile... I Hate You For That... You Shouldn't Always Be Good... Because Everyone Doesn't Deserve That...Like I do :P :)

A Hug Of Hers Is Worth Everything... The Day Dad Was Down.. And She Came To Meet Me For The First Time She Saw The Emotional Side Of Mine... I Still Remember That Hug Of Yours... Both Of Us Are The Same... She Used To Hide Her Emotions Behind Her Smile... Myself Behind My Supposed To Be Strong-Girl Attitude... :D

I really Liked You For One More Reason... You Loved Me for The way I Was... Nothing More Or Nothing Less :D :) :) ^-^

THANK YOU DEAR...
Hope To Have More Rocking Times Ahead :) :) :)
Love You Smiley...!!


This blog is just meant for one....... The only one...... :)

I asked Your permission... Hope you like it :)

I've been wanting to write out whatever I thought about you for a very long time... Afraid how you may react to it, I postponed it... But now... I'm convinced that you wouldn't take it so bad... :)

So, Right now You Must be thinking who is she talking about... In fact, thats what I am Thinking... What is Our relation.... Are We friends? If so, Then Why Am i not writing about the rest of my friends ( ok... I agree i don have many).... A Sibiling??? nahhhh... Never... I never had that idea When I talked to you.... A Classmate...lol... All we did when we were in class is criticize each other... Thats not classmate!!! An Enemy... Yea mebbe... My best friend smiley would love to say... Enemy... Dear Enemy... Like People Sometimes Use the term 'Sweet Idiot' :D well.... I Remember Someone telling me That All Relations Don't Have Names... May be its one such...... A Companion, A Friend, A Relation, A Listener........ Whatever :DAll In One And Just One for All Relations.......... :) :)

Soo... I guess You got a clean idea of whom I'm Talking about.... :P Its sometimes strange you know... You know someone for ages.... And never cared about him/her... And suddenly they seem so important... that the rest of the world seems practically non-existing!!! As I Read in a novel....
"I LOOKED AT HER... SHE WAS BRUSHING A HAIR FROM HER FORE-HEAD... AS SHE USUALLY DOES... SUDDENLY I HAD AN URGE TO TELL HER THAT I LIKED HER... SUDDENLY SHE SEEMED TO BE THE MOST CUTEST WOMEN ON EARTH.... SUDDENLY, AS IF, AS IF, A LIGHT HAD BEEN THROWN ON HER IMAGE IN MY MIND................................ "
You never know what happens the next moment in your life... trust me.... I had known you for ages I guess... You know the fact... We hated each other... Or atleast I did... (I know m gona get one from you for this...lol anyways!) I hated you... not because I was against you... Or that you were that bad... But coz U got soo much Hype that irritated me.... lolzzzzz... :D
As time went on many of my best friends, went on completely agreeing your views, appreciating your works.... I must tell you... I was possessive about my friends... Sort of Added Fuel To The fire.... I begin to hate you even more for stealing them....

IT IS QUITE STRANGE YOU KNOW... THAT MY HATRED WAS COMPLETELY IN CONTROL AND I NEVER DID AVOID YOU.... THATS STRANGE.... :O :O

It so happened as time passed by... I realized my friends were true.... But by the time... Our ways changed....

Must I mention in here.... I don't know... :D But yeah it is true... I had been suffering from pangs of guilt... Guilt that I misunderstood You... Unnecessarily.... Many @ times.. I probably just over-reacted... :( Talking to you those days I completely understood that You had no idea... what my first impression about You was... It is even more strange that I was secretly worried, If You came to know about all this... What exactly You would Think about me..... I had no idea... But I was sure of one thing- that You ought to know... I'm not the sort to move around feeling guilty... :) And I'm happy that You Took it Jovially... Anyways It isnt as if You were giving me A Nobel price Or A miss- perfect-goody-goody-girl award... You would've even scolded me....... :D i knowww... :) :)

So then... I entered hostel life... perfectly @ peace(atleast when i went) lolzz... Like some people believe that open mind is good for accepting anything... Note carefully : I said "SOME PEOPLE BELIEVE" :D Well as You Say It is better we live our lives the way we want to.... As long As we dont disturb others... :)

Times became very tough.... The picture which I thought About my life was shattered... Shattered.. Shunned By people Whom I thought would adore me... Busy Lives.. Busy people... And me Doomed In Loneliness.... :'( even today When I read Those Initial Catastrophes.. Trust Me My Eyes Get filled With Tears... Both Of Gratitude And Pain..... Only You Knew The True Story... And You Weren't Enjoying Either... Though You Tried To Convince People.. You Let Me View The True Image......... :)

FOR THOSE TIMES,THANK YOU...... :)

It all begun as casual conversations.... You begun them... By appreciating things which I never knew I was good at... Anyways It was obvious... :) Wasn't it...??? It begun describing the whole day... The Problems... Endless... Waiting for the hols to come... Insight into The past... Cherishable moments... Fleeting memories.. Few Fights... Long Conversations... Endless Reassurances... Concern.. Appreciation... And Now I have only One word to add to this.. GRATITUDE...... :)

I still remember every word You spoke... Continuously Telling me that it is better to just read people and Move ahead... Not to Even give A thought Why they are that way... Coz everyone aint perfect.... Like the way we are..... :P

And The Title..... "MISS.RESPONSIBLE HEAD..." The responsibility... which I used to hate... Being the eldest... Became My pleasure.... :) Appreciation... The Magic Of Words... Which Makes Peoples attitude change... I used To think... :)

Concern... Thats what... When I fainted Once... Out Of hunger... :| Concern... Concern... I knew the definition Then.... I knew It then... And The Way You reacted... Is Still In My Mind... Every Word of it......

And Of course... Endless, Pointless, Useless Conversations... Which Still Is My Favorite Part... Still lingers in my memory..... Stupid plans... silly nicknames.... And Your Information about movies... And My information about Books.... :D both added the sugar-and-spice to the conversation... :) Niceee... :)

Your Endless Useless Attempts To Make Me feel Jealous(remember its not dat easy :D) Chechi :P Now You must be remembering!!!!

When I was sure I couldn't Do anything... The time This year when I had to support dad For the first time... I was sure that I wasn't strong enough for that... I needed support.... Thank You For standing By My side those times.. :)

Then.... Then... So on and on... Your Anger!!!!!! I forgot to add a note about that... A small mess... In The Long journey... Remember For that simple thing... Only I know How Difficult It was for me To cope up those two days.... :'( And then the misunderstanding cleared.... I cried The first(and hopefully last) Time coz of You.... :) And Then The Request And Promise... A Good Memory,right????



Then Another Wave Of Indifference... Back home... A Way too busy life for which I hated Many of my friends... And How much I had to Take it... :( Then I completely And very frankly said how Much It hurt mee.... And I was In fact Astonished To Note that You understood... (I really was convinced That You would never get my point for all the gold in arabia!!) But You Proved Me wrong.... Once again!!!!! During the Solar Eclipse... That was the Best day I Had In My Life... It Wasn't a great deal either... But, You know, It is just small acts that make people happy... Ecstatic... Atleast It made me feel soo.... :D

Whats the word they use... TRUST.... Every time to think about it now... Only I said "don't say this to anyone..." You never said that to me... of course, except that life time plan :) Don't worry... I haven't said it to A soul... So That was what Trust meant.... I knew then.....

So.... Its Long aint It?????? Can go on describing...I guess:D But I'll Wind it up right here....
THANK YOU.....................
You May Read This And Say "WHAT?" lol Like the way You Imitate me Over the phone! :) ^-^

Words can Never say How Much I owe You.........

THANK YOU...................................................................!
P:S-Hope you Liked it ^-^
:) :)


I still remember that day...... :) :)


It Was The Day After My Physics Paper.... Morning Had Exams... Afternoon... I Came And Had My Lunch... And Was Wondering What To Do....

What To Do.... My Roommates Were Sleeping... Sigh Wish I could... Lost Sleep For A Week!! Not Due To Exams... But Because Of These Roommates.... :(

I Was Still Wondering What To Do... One Of My Best Friends Called Me For A Walk.... A Walk?! Sounds good enough for the time being i thought, And I headed For her proposal....... :)

But Never Did I think That That walk would be the best of My Life............. :)

We As Usual headed To The entrance of our college.... Mind You being a hostlite we never go there.... We usually prefer the backdoor entries :P :P So As Usual, I took Snaps Of the entrance at Different ANGLES As One Of my buddies commented earlier =)))
Seems That particular day There were part-time admissions going on..... So many housewives were coming and enrolling themselves in courses.... My College Is Always filled with some or other activity.... The Best Thing I like about it.... :)

So Then People came to ask about the college to us.... Tired of giving explanations We left the campus....

AND THERE BEGUN OUR BEAUTIFUL WALK...................... :)

Mind You There was No plans.... We were always curious about the Surroundings of college... coz it was all forest-types... No body knew where it would lead to... Just like some people have philosophies about life...lol.... anyways! WE went to the highway.... And we visited a deserted temple over there.... It was all in ruins... I felt that the next time i would sneeze the whole building would fall over my head...=))))

It was kind of quirky... So we decided to return... Time was 6 by then... And It was A Dusky sorta wintry evening... I practically cuddled in my jerkin :D Flashlight in one hand.... I decided to explore...... :D
We knew a small lane by the side of our college which lead to the interior of the campus.... So we decided to take it... I wasnt quite sure about the lane... But lets Do it i thought.... :D If not now then when ??? :D :D So I walked through The lane.... My friends hands were shivering... Sigh... A Typical Lamb... :) A cute one though ;) I Held her hand very firmly... And we headed... Once we went into the forest There was Some Barren land in the middle... Completely surrounded By thick tall eucalyptus trees....
IT HAD BEEN A LONG WALK......

I decided to rest for A while... we sat down on the ground... Above us we could see The Moon lite... Shady And Peeping Out Between the trees... Sum Butterflies n glow worms... Twinkling Around as if Happy to have the special guests... And Some bees... some mosquitoes :P Some creepy crawly things... Under a tree beneath the moonlight... A friend By The side.... What else is needed????? :) :) :)

Then Breaking My thoughts she reminded me that we had to go.... So With A heavy heart I trotted slowly....

I must tell you the truth i was dead scared... It was pitch dark... I couldn't See even My friends face properly... And we were surrounded By trees On All sides... I Had No i dea which direction to head... I Just went on... I was sure I wouldnt Head In the Wrong direction... Instinct What they call....

I WAS ENGROSSED IN MY THOUGHTS>>> SHE SCREAMED!!!!!!

I was scared Hearing her scream... :D
She said " The moon The moon..."
I Looked Up The moon Was fine.... Romantic enough..lol I thought ;)
She agin interrupted My thougt " The moon... Its Moving!!!!!!"
I Looked Up again ... It wasn't moving... But Anyways Physics And astronomy Could Prove that she was true..... :D Being engineers We Ought To now :D I yawned and said "Yeah, It Moves"
ALL THIS TIME I WAS LOOKING UP WHEN I LOOKED AT HER SHE WAS POINTING DOWN......

IT WAS A SMALL POND!!!!!!!! :D

I ran and looked Into it... I Could see my reflection... It was Amazing... Little tiny fingerling's Swimming in it.... frogs croaking... :) Moon In The sky... A small set of stair case which led inside.... :D I looked ahead... Tiny lights were seen...!!!!!
OMG! thats my hostel :D
I FINALLY, FOUND MY WAY!!!!!!!!! :)
With a sigh of relief i headed Towards it.....

I was Thinking.....
Life Is Still on...
WITH TALES YET TO BE UNTOLD......................
^-^ ^-^
:) :)

Hostel Life..........!! :D


Don't know where to begin this topic... Or what was the title that i gave teenage is teen ache :D So whats the relation between the two.... :P :P

This Is Dedicated To All The People Of My Hostel... Who Keep Laughing Over The Fone, Crying Over The Fone, Talking To The fone (mind the language talkin TO the fone... Not talkin On the fone :D)..... Fone Fone And Fone... :D

So,Awesome isn't it....? Technology has Its own use... It helps people to express their emotions... :D

I really dont have the vaguest idea... Has it become that very essential that you must talk to someone.... Has it become that very essential that You Must Share Things With Someone.... Has It Become That Very Essential That You Must Liste Their Voice.... And What Do You Call that relationship?

A Best Friend??????

A Crush???????

A Infatuation????

A True Love?????

A Long Distance Relation????

A short Distance Confusion????? :P :P

I Dont know... :D :D To Tell You The Real truth I thought In My college... There would be classification like cbse, icse, anglo indian matric... blah blah.... Now It is like... well skip it... :D So even our ideologies vary in a very very different way.... For instance, Their commitment in love meant marriage, settlement, full faith in hubbies... (blind faith, real blind trust me...!!) And Such things.... Happiness for the loved ones more than the oneself, one's aim... And ones life.... Planning and living is the way people lead tell them to do... they follow it.... With A devotion, Faith And Trust.... That Mind You Has Won My Respect! :) :)

City girls.... Guys mus've scrolled down to the end of this article... :D I know you people... :P For us everything begins With understanding listening... And Rest Next.... Ones Life must be spent the way we want.... Achievement Of all aims... Winning the respect of people.... And leading a life which was built by you....
ERRR...
Excuse me....
Got to attend a Call.... :P lolzz
Bubyeee


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That it will never come again is what makes life more and more Interesting… It takes real good time to understand me.. And sometimes, Even people who understand me fail to get whatever I mean… For people who don’t know about me, I’m A fun-loving, friendly, Optimistic, Jovial, Out-going girl… Sometimes shy when the whole crowd is new…. But I get along with people very soon….. I have a lot of friends who consider me an important part of their life… I cheer up people very easily when they are sad…. I like Indian culture.. I Like analyzing characters… Emotions and Science are what I consider awesome Books are My best buddies...... i Read a hell lot of them...... Some of my friends think I can be a good listener… I can listen patiently… But even I can talk a lot… Its hard to get under my skin.. I always find out what people are upto very easily... I don intend to But it doesnot get out of my view I’m not very caring, Very friendly and all but I’m very naughty… My mood swings a lot… And finally, what matters is What U Know About Me And Not What U Read Over Here :)

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